Little Me

Pain inside me, burning, like exploding fire, surrounding me, swallowing me up, can't breathe, can't move, can't see, eyes swimming, drowning, trapped, screaming but no one hears me. 

The little me inside of me, the other me...trying to get out, trying to be heard, the one that's been repressed, suppressed, oppressed, for so very long, yelling at me from the inside, making me feel like my brain might explode, making me feel....crazy.

Why is this happening...again? What did I do wrong? Trapped in this self-made prison...again. 

 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Lyrics of My Soul

Hi. 

This is for you.

Fire and Glass

Yeah, you know who I'm talking to. Yes, you. I put this together for you. It's an amalgamation of a few songs that should mean something to you...to both of us. I have no idea how they would sound if you actually mashed them up...I'm not that good.  

 

As for credit, well, I have to name the artists so I don't get in trouble....just in case.

 

Shawn Mendes

Selena Gomez 

 

I take no credit for the original works these lyrics came from, only for how they were pieced together to make something new. 

 

As for the image above...that's all me, created just for this post. The one below...well, you should recognize that, but I don't know where it originally came from. 

Here it is....

Please have mercy on my heart

I wonder what it's like to be loved by you

(but) I need you to set me free

I'm trying, trying, and trying not to think about you...

but with my feelings on fire, I guess I'm a bad liar

There's a million reasons why I should give you up, but

The heart wants what it wants

I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to...

You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it

If I could do it all again...I know I'd go back to you.